you know it doesn't have to be this hard. you can just close your eyes and go straight on or whatever ---

and it's still somewhere in front anyway.

tell me why again is it so hard to accept that?

it sounds soo delicious =D how wonderful it would be if i could do that. can you imagine? like, it's so unplanned. so random and so... i dunno. it sounds like how it's supposed to be.

and although this occurred to me only during the exam, (like when i was crapping in my essay >< ) i find it kinda true. try as you may to squint down that road, you have to accept that you can't see the end, although you might be able to see the birds or the trees alongside the road. who knows how the view changes? who knows what awaits at the end -- or is there an end at all?

that made me more comfy =) right. shoo, go study. what are you doing here??